Ouch

*sobz* My left eye is half open as I type. Argh. It has been 2 days! Terrible. Ouch. Poor swollen eye. Guess it's the horrible weather. Heaty mah... Hmm.... My poor beautiful eye.... *sobz*

Oo.. In case my dear kor kor is reading this... eh... kor ahz... I've been sleeping in your room for the past few nights..hahahhahaha... prefer your room lahz... not so many windows... not so bright... Think I'll continue sleeping in your room until you get back... yay.. hahahhahaha.. *going crazy*

Temp...

Ok.. Ugly template-less blog.

Heehee... Will have to make do with this for the next few days.. 'cos erm... having some problems lahz...

I'm trying to get my blog up and alive again..and that'll have to take a few days... in the mean time...... be patient..... ok??? :)

Memories...

Hmm...

Was packing my room... Found some of the little notes that my friends wrote to me ages ago... Brought back lots of memories... Started thinking... it's amazing... how close friends can be... and how easily close friends can lose contact with each other... Hmm..........

You are Morpheus, from "The Matrix." You
have strong faith in yourself and those around
you. A true leader, you are relentless in your
persuit.


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Face

Eekz.. My pretty face.. it's itching like crazy...

Maybe it's the weird weather... terrible.... drying up my face..and it's ITCHY!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH..

Ooo.. did a quiz just now....



Raffles Girls' School


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How very true ya? HAHAHHAHAHHAHA

Dilemma

Yupz. Still don't know what to do.

Nothing else to say. Just lost and confused and bah! life suckz.

Scream

Ok.. I just needa scream... just got the offer letter frm trinity.. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! WHAT SHOULD I DO??? ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ZZzzzzzz...

I WANNA SLEEP!!! but I'm in my mom's office now... hrmph!

Couldn't sleep last nite... yesh.. ME... couldn't get to sleep.. can you believe it? for someone that can sleep the whole sunday away.... normally I just lie down and off I go to laalaa land!!! was thinking thinking last night... then Mr Zhou didn't want someone who thinks too much, I guess... 'cos sure beat him in his chess match... loser zhou.... (unlike my jay chou...mmm...... saved the articles 'bout his concert... think shall stare at it everyday... ladida....)

To those pple who still don't know my most updated plan.. or rather...option.... went to idp yesterday to see alena... er... kinda late.. I know.. but aiya.... whoever is reading this.. don't nag ahz.. newayz... ya.. went to see her.. showed her my horrible results.. conclusion was that if I applied for med like that.. I only have one sch open to me lahz... so I asked 'bout redoing foundation and she told me 'bout the 7 mths fast track foundation program that'll get me ready for uni entry next march... see ahz.. if I wanna go Oz or NZ to study... I start uni in march anyway... so ya.... the7 mths won't really be a waste of time lahz.. unless I go to NUS... NTU... or if luck is on my side.. IMU... ya..so it's something like I redo my foundation lor.. but the thing is that then I can't apply to monash or melb med sch... but I can't do that now anyway.. so it doesn't actually matter right???

But.. there are a lot of things to consider.... My papa and mama will be all alone at home for at least 6 mths.... 'cos kor kor and I won't be home for hols till december mahz... and I have to leave in early july... ya.. it starts on 7th July..... then there is this thing about going away from home.. OK... I'm 19!!! I know... 19 yr olds are supposed to be more independant..but but... hey.. I can't cook... I can't iron... I can wash my own clothes though.. thanks to mommy... insisting that I wash my better stuff myself.. 'cos my maids will only kill my clothes...maybe thanks to my maids also hor..heehee.... ya.. and I WANT MY MOMMY!!! 'cos 'cos..when I'm all alone overseas..... there'll be no one to cook liang2 cha2 for me every weekend...no one to bug me to do stuff... no one to help me do stuff... no one to talk to.. argh... Hmm... can I bring my mommy along??? *whines* yupz.. and mommy will be more or less alone... when kor kor left for US 5 yrs ago.. my mommy was so upset..but at least got pesky me ard mahz.... if I go overseas also..then mommy how??? how??? how??? ok.. any volunteers to clone me??? so that one studies..the other stays?

And then.. there's always red cross lahz... but aiya.... to put it in a not so nice way... it's the least of my concerns.. HQ will find someone else to go to BWLSS.. and as for course.. I'll most prob be missing POP only ... then ULC.. too bad lor..... I guess I can't let RC tie me down for the rest of my life hor.... if for RC's sake.. NUS or NTU would be wonderful.... can continue wif RCY..then maybe join RCHN also... haha... ya.... the east timor trip.. I can't go liaoz... ok.. I couldn't go in the first place.. not much diff lahz....so ya.. lotsa things to think abt hor...

Yupz.. I guess that's all I've got to say... just wanted to make sure that pple don't die of shock IF I suddenly announce in june that I'm going to trinity college in july lor.. :)

Things Happen...

Weird topic ya? Hmm... Yupz.. things happen... lotsa things, actually... and emotions go cranky. Don't know why. That's the way the world works, I guess. Time pass real fast ya? Maybe a little too fast. People start to think about the past... start to think about why they wasted time. Terrible feeling. Hrmph. What can I say? Hrmph.

I posted these 2 questions on the class blog. Shall post it here also.

1. Is it better to know when you're going to die... or is it better to die suddenly?
2. Why did God create man (Ok.. ok.. that's just the christian belief... why did man come to this world then...) if one day we'll die anyway... why the trouble???

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Courses start in ermz... slightly less than a month's time. 14th June. Looking forward to it... but wonder if I'll be going though. Like I said, a lot of things has been happening. Hmm... don't know, must see what happens first. Hmm.... well.. courses is another big problem. Don't think my BWLSS cadets will be able to pass course. Hmm.. 3 weeks to get silver accred. No trainings during June hols. Cranky... How to do that? I don't know!!! AH!!!

Miss my fwiends... miss Mel, JF, YH, HM.. everyone else... strangely enuff, I miss my batchmates more than I miss my classmates.. weird ya? Hmm.. maybe that's because I saw ling and cherlyn pretty often last month... It's been at least a month since I last spoke to any of my darling batchmates on the phone!!! I'm going crazy... Should call them one of these days. Hmm... must must call them... or I'll forget about their existance!!! Haven't gone down to HQ for 'bout 2 months, I think. Miss those pple there too! Hmm..... just realised that much of my social life revolves around RC. Weird...

Might be going to NUS or NTU... been telling myself that I should forget about the Otago idea. Yupz, like I said.. things happen. I should just leave the med sch idea till some time later lah... think these few years, I should stay near home. Of course, if I get into IMU, that's the best.. but luck is seldom on my side...

Ooo... did I mention that I don't think volkswagon's beetle car is the nices car in the world anymore? there's this nice nice convertible... Peugeot's 206CC... Mm... nice.... NOT the one that they have been showing on TV... I'm talking about the convertible...

But.. don't think I'm getting a car anytime soon, though. Ya.. those people who know about my beetle plan... I don't think I wanna get a car already. Reason? Well, THINGS HAPPEN. Don't ask me what "things" if you already know, I don't wanna talk about it. If you don't, maybe I just don't wanna let you know. In the mean time, just leave me alone.