Looking Back...
Since Sem 3 starts in 2 days' time, I think now's the perfect time to look back at Sem 2 and think things through. A lot happened in the past few months, the most significant of which is that he left. I'll always remember the day, the phonecall and finding my home the way it was when I got back. I am not the type who will cry when I talk about it but in the comfort of my own room, cuddled up under my comforter, I think of him and sometimes cry myself to sleep. Well, life goes on... I wonder where he is now, how he is now. Papa, I miss you.
Somewhere along the way, I moved to another apartment, reasons? Close friends have heard me rant on and on about it. That particular incident have taught me a lot and let's all hope that nothing similar ever happens again. Living with people can be difficult but it all boils down to how patient we can be, how tolerant we can be and most of all, how much each party is willing to compromise.
These few months have also made me realise that no matter how close you think you are to a person, the friendship isn't for certain. No matter how close you think your group of friends are, it takes a lot of effort to maintain the closeness. Recently, a friend asked me to rate, on a scale of 1 to 10, friendship between a certain group of people. On average, I gave 3. I told her that in Sem 1, I would have said 7 or even higher but now... I guess it can't be helped, people get attached, they move on. It's not easy to juggle friendship and boy girl relationship. Hmm... It takes 2 hands to clap, maybe I should put in more effort.
A lot more happened during the past few months, if they were significant, I would have blogged about them. Otherwise, I find these 3 the most important ones.
Now, it's on to Sem 3. The much dreaded and much feared Sem 3.
